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so, I've been online the wholeeeee morning,
texting oppa,
ignoring Ryan Yau -.-
blogging,
facebooking,
wishing I didn't have to go to London,
seriously, I wish I didn't have to go to London,
hoping and praying hard my daddy and mummy will let me go out tomorrow night with branbran.
I need a night out with him before I leave lahhh,
OPPA LAH, CANNOT COME ==
nah, not blaming oppa.
aish.

Wedding Dress

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

Heyhos

=) I still think blogger is the easiest to use.

I think I will shift from blogspot to Tumblr
its cool ;D

My baby,

To my dearest namjachin.gu,
I don't ever want you to leave me alone.
But I just don't understand why we can't be the way we were last time.
Talking till 2am. Unearthing those little things we never knew about each other.
I miss those times where we could talk about anything at all.
My question now, is
What happened to those times?
Sometimes, I even feel like I'm not even yours. That you're forcing yourself to do things you don't like doing for the sake of doing it.
I don't understand you at times.
Honestly, I feel like i'm being ditched sometimes. Left alone to sleep by myself. With no one by my side. Left alone until I have to look for someone else to talk to.
No one to teman me to fall asleep.
):
But, despite all this, deep down inside, I know, that I love you.
I hope you still do too.

It's children's day!

So, I went back to SKTM, my primary school for children's day =) met up with old teachers. and surprisingly they still remember us. 0_0 or rather, they just pretended to remember us. aish. So anyways, I found Audrey at the canteen, and we went up to look for her little sister, Anissa. Anissa's really adorable =) and some people say she looks like me. o.o ANYHOWS, me and Audrey went up to the second floor so we could get a better view of the performances. We witnessed the perhimpunan and the kids were singing negaraku in such high pitched voices. ADORABLE! =D

Then, Super Senior came up, watched my brother dance to sorry sorry. Watched a few more performances... Kept getting bitten by mosquitoes == Camwhored with Aud. xD only two pictures though. Mmm, visited the bilik guru, and 6E and 6G, mainly, cos Aud's sister is in E and my brother's in G.

Finally got to meet my brother's classmates who added me on Facebook =D
I have no idea why, but everyone was excited to meet Audrey and me. And Andrea! She kept hugging us xD
p.s. Audrey, she's like Amanda Soh number 2

Andd, camwhored with a few of my brother's classmates.
Eee, then datin had to chase us outta the school. So, tumpang at Jen's house for awhile. Watched tv. Was starving by the time I got back to school. =) camwhored a bit more and, went home =D
food glorious food.

Oh, for my brother's friends reading my blog now, PLEASE tell me where I can collect my pictures in my cbox =) thanksss